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“Scents and Sensation” Spike was never sure just exactly
when the smells of bookbinding, tea and gunpowder became an aphrodisiac.
It could have been the afternoon that he came upon Wes... only half
dressed after his shower, paused at his desk. Something had captured
his attention, as it often did, as he crossed the apartment to get a
shirt from the laundry room. There he was.. frozen in the moment…no
shirt… jeans half undone…his still damp hair ruffled from running
his fingers through it…and the ever present ink pen and yellow legal
pad. He was silhouetted against the window as the last of the
day’s light filtered in, his shadowed face bent over the page as he
stood. It was a common site, but yet
uncommon in the feeling that it would always be new… would always
grab Spike somewhere, deep inside… somehow making him feel as if everything
went topsy-turvy for just a moment… and then set itself to rights. Wes, lean and wiry, the muscles
playing just under his skin, as if barely held in check by that thin
membrane. Muscles that could, in turn, break down and clean a
pistol, plant a row of delicate seedlings, sever the neck of a demon,
or drive Spike to a point beyond reason, beyond coherence, into a place
where all that existed was touch and desire and longing for release
of the most blessed kind. Spike watched as Wes paused
in his work, still unaware of Spike’s presence, and turned his book
more toward the fading sunlight. He raised his hand, tapping the
knuckle of his thumb against his lips, as he considered whatever he
was reading…. And then froze. “I can feel you watching
me, you know…” the voice was amused. “Wasn’t exactly hiding,
was I?” Spike answered him back. ““What’s got you so involved?” “This passage, it tells about
the Oni and their job in the underworld, “ Wes clicked on the desk
lamp, the momentary flare highlighting the few drops of water that still
lingered on his chest and back. Spike watched them as Wes spoke,
the gentle vibrations of his voice causing them to gather, shift and
roll down his body. They would be sweet, he knew, gathering the
essence that was Wes as they journeyed down to the waistband of his
jeans - some pooling, some melting into the fabric and leaving a slightly
darkened place where it fit against lightly tanned skin. Spike
suddenly envied those tiny droplets, tasting his lover as they passed. “…and then the Oni cut
open the Teddy Bears and suck all their stuffing out…” Wes’ voice
faded back into Spike’s consciousness. “Really, Spike, if
you’re not interested, why do you bother to ask?” The sound of his
voice wavered between fond amusement and annoyance. “Like ta hear you talk.
Doesn’t really matter what it’s about,” Spike admitted.
He always listened when it was important…when Wes needed him to. “Well, shall I continue
then…just for your aural amusement?” Wes was smirking now,
watching Spike with sparkling eyes. “No. Got better things
for your mouth ta do…” Spike rumbled, one finger reaching
out to capture one of those few remaining drops of water that had not
yet followed their brethren on their southerly march. Spike lifted the droplet to
his lips, slowly and deliberately licking it from his finger. Wes watched in fascination,
wondering suddenly, if this is what the fakir saw when he charmed the
cobra. “Well, then…” Wes cleared
his throat, “I suppose my book is about to become quite redundant?” “Quite.” Spike agreed,
stepping closer to Wes. Yes, bookbinding and tea, gunpowder
and ink… who would have known that there would come a day that William
the Bloody would give anything he had, just to drown in those scents…
but only as, when, if, because, they were attached to Wes. |