Schem Of Generation 
 

 

Between melting and freezing

The soul's sap quivers….

Not in the scheme of generation.

Where is the summer, the unimaginable

Zero summer? 
 

They come home to bright polish and dusted surfaces, to California air and the taint of fumes that are somehow worse than the smell of the souk. Illyria shakes off her shell's appearance as a wet cat does water, and almost hisses, teeth slightly bared, before slumping, drained and weary, against Xander. 

"Hate planes," she mumbles. "Blow them up?" 

"All of them," Xander assures her, pressing a kiss to her forehead as she leans into him. "Just as soon as we steal the government's stash of C4." 

"Thank you." Illyria yawns, triangular and toothy and unselfconscious, clings for a moment with her eyes tight shut, and is herself again. "Oh, Dawn dusted. Dawn put the shutters down. I think I want to leave you and steal her away, beloved." 

"Yeah?" Xander snorts. Illyria is not one to promote insecurities, even in her moments of humour. "Get her to rub your really stinky feet and see how she feels about that one." He flops down on the sofa, taking Illyria with him, who simply rolls her eyes and kicks off her sneakers, waving her feet at Spike, who gags theatrically. 

"Aspirin," Wes mumbles, and heads for the kitchen, yawning hot, stale air. "Open a window, someone - Xander, if you open it on the east side, even for a joke, I'll hex you with boils." 

"Aw, dad…" 

"Can it." 

Xander sticks his tongue out at the doorway, just as Wesley re-emerges, and receives the traditional crossed eyes and thumb-wave from nose in return. 

"Mr Pak stocked the cupboards," he says wryly, and tries to ignore the 'no-really-we're-not-interested' rush to see. 

Xander jumps on the jar of peaches with a small cry of glee, wrapping them in chorizo slices and mumbling his approval. 

Spike mixes the O-pos with brandy, humming under his breath with contentment. 

Wesley and Illyria dive for the freezer, and share lemon vodka straight from the bottle, crunching fragile pieces of ice and looking blissful as their headaches evaporate. 

Dawn comes in, looking oddly nervous, and while she hugs everyone, she is skittish, tense. 

"Wes, I need to talk to you," she says quietly, when the holiday talk has disintegrated and become a bicker-fest of order of importance of events. 

He smiles down at her, one of the few that can, now that she is almost six foot in heels. 

"Dawn, the garden will - " 

"No. I didn't do anything." Her fingers wind between Wes's, thin and anxious. "Wes…Angel went to Wolfram and Hart." 

And the Cairo peace shatters, falls, splinters into fragments of blue and gold on the tiled floor, beautiful and wrecked amidst iced vodka and the scent of lemon, dropping from Illyria's hands like sand, mixing with Dawn's harsh-salt tears as they soak into Wesley's shirt. 

It is the scent of loss. 

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